Steve, I never thought I would be sending this message to a memory but I want people who knew you to know one pivotal thing - all of your immediate family love you so much and that means Mark and Susanne, Mum and Dad. We were robbed of years we looked forward to spending with you, times when you would know how dear you were to us. Can't get my head round why you didn't leave a note for us but have no anger with you for shortening your life so tragically. As your sister writing this I grieve deeply every day that goes by and it gets more raw and I feel disbelieving that you could take your own life. One day I know we will find out. One thing I want to make clear is that I love you so much and no time will ever come when I get over this tragedy. Love you, will see you again. Susanne and Mark xxxx. Love to from Dad and Mum xx